Ok, so I have finally started revising for this exam on monday. Only since I didn't really go to the lectures nor did I do any of the work set for them it isn't so much revising as actually learning for the first time.  And I have less than 24 hours to learn everythign I can so that I don't embarras myself horribly.  I don't have to pass.  I just have to make it look like I may have actually tried and am just very very stupid or something!!! And to top it all off there isn't even a past paper for me to look at so I am going in totally blind!!!! In the words of Peanuts: Good Grief!!!!

Also I am sitting at my desk, which is in front of a window.  This window is reflective... I keep getting distracted by pulling funny faces at myself!! What am I, 5???

I went home this weekend.  I got my laundry done.  I saw my kittens... those were the high points.  I think my mother has come round to the idea of me moving out.  ie.  not coming home for the summer. Which is a step in the direction of independence!!! Considering we managed to have a row every evening when I'm back for 3 nights I really don't want to think what 3 months would end up like!!!! Oh and Robyn is stiring again.  If my father wants to be an alcoholic and drink himself to death, I say let him.  Anything for a quiet life!!!! But then again my own slightly alcoholic tendancies may be colouring my judgement just a bit there.  But it makes all the yelling so much easier to bear!!! Families are great, aren't they!!!
Now all I have to do is learn eerything there is to know about Thai history before Monday and I'm good.  Then I can get a job and sort out my life.  Would working at Millies Cookies be a good idea do you think or would it put me off cookies for life?

I have an exam at 10am tomorrow.  But I really really want to get drunk.  My bottle of Jack is looking at me and I just feel the overwhelming urge to get absolutely plastered and do something stupid.  I'm gonna have to pencil that in for next week once I get my essays done.  But right now I really really want that Jack. 

I can't decide if this is pathetic or funny. I'm going with funny but I may be a bit delerious!!!
Everyone in my flat has this cough/virus thing.  Normally you can hear people's TV's or music or them talking on the phone but today all you can hear is us all coughing in our respective rooms!!! We need to just put a big red cross on the door and have done with it!!! For some reason I think this is funny? Yup, definately delerious.  My cure is to read lots of slash and curl up in bed with hot ribena and honey!!! Somehow, I doubt that cure would work for the lads but it makes me feel so much better!!!

Oh yeah, I got my exam results back today... I neither did as badly as I thought for some nor as well as I thought for others.  I got 51 in Chinese History, 56 in Japanese Politics, 58 in Inernational Relations in the Asia Pacific and 51 in Development and Environment.  I was expecting to do worse in the Politics and Chinese modules coz they were horrific but better in International relations.  Don't know what I expected in Development but probably could have done better if I had done any of the reading for the module!!! Basically I think I got the grades I deserved in the end.  I'll just have to do better this semester, I need a 2:1!!!

Oh well, I would say at least it's over but it isn't. Still got to get through another year and a half of this before it's over!!! At least I have until June before I have to do exams again!!!

Ok, I have an hour until my exam starts and half an hour before I have to leave the flat.  So what am I doing? I'm reading fucking fanfic!!!!!!! I have had it up to here with revision but I could at least pretend to be working!!! If I do actually fail then it really is all my fault but I really don't care

Also, I love this icon!!!!! One of my favourite quotes has always been "Meddle not in the affairs of dragons for you are crunchy and good with ketchup."  So given my current obsession this really is perfect!!!!!

Oh and the person in the room above me is back and playing their truely hideous loud music again.  One day I am just going to kill them!!! All I can hear is *thud thud thud thud* from the base, god I hate all things techo/club/trance/electro whatever.